dont think i can do it anymore

[annonnus22]

Last night my bf went out came home drunk this morning. He left his phone in the basement and passed out on the couch. So I went threw his phone this morning b4 work and saw that he called his ex gf and was texting another girl I didn't sleep last nite because I was worried all night and had a feeling he was doin something wrong. My cousin was with him and had pill an I took 2 from him and I wana take them because I'm so mad sad depressed sick to my stomach n all the above an I kno the pills will ease this. This is not his 1st go either. I just don't kno what to do anymore so close to giving up :(

[Teresa1717]

Using will not only NOT make your problems go away, but it will add to it by causing guilt and shame! From someone who relapsed recently i can tell you that you will regret it! I know youre hurting right now and nothing i can say will make that pain any better, but dont throw your clean time away! Hes not worth it so dont give him that power! I dont know if you go to meetings but if you don't,  nows a good time to start!

Please dont throw all your hard work away!

[YesLife4Me]

*beating yourself up...not eating.  LOL!  

[YesLife4Me]

Taking the pills will not change the situation.  It might make you feel better for a few hours, but the problem is still going to be there, plus you will be. Eating yourself up for giving in.  Stay the course and deal with this level headed, clean and sober.   You can then hold your head high that you dealt with life on lifes terms.  Im so sorry that this happened.  :(

[LeaAnn807]

Please don't lose whatever clean time you have because of this!  He's obviously not worth it!

[luvabugga]

Don't do it!!!  Just sent you a pm....

[Sweetness91]

I'm sorry you had to find that out, but believe me, that pill isn't going to make it any better. You'll have to come back to reality eventually and face it. Relationships are built on trust...and I'm sorry, but if you don't have trust, you don't have much of anything. In all the years we've had cell phones, never have I went thru his texts or phone numbers...I've never had a reason to and vice versa. If this relationship is causing feelings of wanting to relapse, maybe take a step back and look at that relationship....then look in the MIRROR!! YOU are better than that and you deserve so much more! Keep your clean time girl!! It's worth more than those two pills :)

[SunnysideUP27]

Don't take it!! It will set you back to square one. Be strong.  Relationships come and go and this may not be the one for you.  Just be strong you don't want to go back to pills.  They will make everything worse I can promise u that