please help

[beckshock]

i ve taken laurtab for 1 year 12 a day is it possible to get better i really need help . am worried it all ready kill me .if you can write back please no i can not read and write very well please help if you can

[dominosarah]

You are doing really good my friend.  Yes i had heartburn also so i take some over the counter antacid.  Dont feel like a fool as your feelings are very normal. The panic attacks will get better.  It just takes some time for our bodies to get rid of the drug so we go thru alot of really rotten things.  I am really proud of you for doing this.  I was very terrible to my boyfriend while i was taking pills but it has gotten alot better now that i am not taking them anymore.  I have been clean for over 3 months now.  You are doing really great and we are all here for you so keep writing to us like you are doing.  We will help you thru this.  Im really glad you found this forum.  Stay strong                 sara

[hydro1205]

Welcome to the forum!  I was taking hydrocodone, which is basically the same thing as you.  The first week is rough to deal with and it may seem like you will never get better, but do not give in.  It is your mind playing tricks on you.  I have often felt like I am different than everyone else and I will not get better, but I have been.  Once I got a taste of feeling good like I did before the pills I knew it would be all up hill from there.  Keep posting and you are doing a great thing for yourself and your girlfriend!

[beckshock]

thanks  i think u said your having panic attacks me to a feel like a fool am 6 feet 7 inch  tall 245 and am saced to go to bed by my self  my girl friend  thinks i like cuddling all of the sudden  but b/c of the pill i have not been that good to her  . i thank god she did live  thank u

[Mandapanda17]

thought I'd try to answer for you... :) I think heartburn would be normal. I think ANYthing could be normal when going thru w/ds. You're doing awesome! congrats!!!!

[beckshock]

sarah i have heart burn really bad do u yhink it is n normarl

[wannabefree330]

The dreams are normal.  Scarey but normal.  I'm glad you made it through 1 day.  Good going!  Now, all you have to do is get through today.  Don't worry about tomorrow.  We'll worry about that later.  Everyone here wants you to succeed so please use this site as much as you need to.  Prayer is very important as well.  God can give you the strength when you don't have it, and will carry the load when you can't.  God will help you through this, just have faith in him.