please help

[becca1983]

i have had a problem with pain killers for a while now. and i need help. i am on probation with no drug tests but if i go to rehab i will vop and i dont want to go to jail. i am on probation for dwi. i have lost every thing because of me and i need help. what do i do???????????????????????????????????????????????????????/

[enough170]

hey becca, thats the right attiude to have, dont worry about yesterday, only tomorrow, take one day at a time, you can do this be positive :-) you are a good person, like all of us, you just took the wrong direction sending you love and prayers emma xx

[becca1983]

i have never been off everything i always fell back on alcohol. i was doing good i had 3 weeks behind me. and i screwed up. oih well nothing i can about yesterday and i have to move on.

[boogieman]

hi. this site is a good source of support. additionally i highly recommend finding an aa or na group in your area. for me and most i know, it has been crucial to lasting and rewarding recovery. if you did this before, did you take action to stay off of everything including alcohol? take care,  gm

[Mystic214]

Please read my post to rice 317 and good luck hun.  ya gotta want off em thats the worst part gettin there the detox is like a  bad flu.

[becca1983]

good night even though i cant sleep. its 645 and i have not been to bed yet

[10356]

I agree you can do this !! I'm also off too bed and will be checking back.. I saw you addiction tracker.. Good on you :) Talk tomorrow and congrats on your first step to reclaiming your life.. warmly lesa