please help..percocet predicament

[readynow81]

I am so disgusted and mentally over taking percocet. But physically it isn't that easy. Have been taking about 12-14 5/325's for about 10 months. Lesser amounts before that. Have legitimate spine issues but would rather feel that pain than feel like garbage after taking all these pills. It may not be as much as others but its more than enough for me. no easy answer, i know. but ive had enough. suggest telling pcp?

[readynow81]

I'm trying really hard not to over do it today. I got an injection and would love nothing more than to take extra pills. It's so sore afterward.  But I'm trying to surround myself with some company to take my mind of it and to help with the little  one. It's only day two of tapering. Wish me luck.

[LeaAnn807]

Hi!  I am just here to encourage you!  I never could taper!!!!  NO....I mean zero self control.  If I had them, they called my name constantly.  I admire your trying, but sometimes it just drags the process out.  I definitely recommend telling your doctor.  That way you cut off your current supply.  Now that doesn't mean that you can never get any more pills.  I know that!!  But....you get honest and accountable and that says something.  We can always find pills if we want them, but you need to tell your current doc no matter what.  

I wish you luck!!! : )

[Charetti]

I tapered and it worked for me but I had lots of support.  I told my doctor that I wanted off but felt that my dependense would make it difficult.  Told her I had tried and was very ill.  We agreed on a taper schedule and then perscribed the right amount in weekly amounts.  That kept me honest. She saw me biweekly until I was done.  I went down by 2 percs every week until I got to 6. then I went down 1 pill every 4 days until I got to 4 a day. Then I jumped off.  

I still had to experience withdrawal but it was much more manageable.  

After that we started trying other non-narcotic meds and I have just as much relieve on them.  Everyone is different so it might take some time to figure out what works for you.

I could not of done this on my own. I needed the doctor and pharmacist to be successful. If you dont have this support then I recommend cold turkey.  Regardless of how you do it you need that help and understanding.  And of course..keep posting.

[readynow81]

Thanks for the support. I am definitely telling my doctor. i called to try and get mt appt earlier than what its scheduled for (early november) and shes on vacation. but when she returns if there r any cancellations they will call. i def. think it will be safer that way, and i need to be honest and accountable. its been a secret for so long.  thats why im so greatful for this forum. my family doesnt even know. and i have a little one to care for. i need to be able to atleast function . my child is only 2 . but in the meantime i will keep slowing down on the pills on my own. i was seriously starting to frighten myself. i would eat them like candy and then  pray to wake up in the am. no way to live. thank you for your thoughts though, i really appreciate it and could use the help and support right now.

[readynow81]

I honestly have to say since I've started posting on here, its like there's been a little something in the back of my head reminding me that I can do this. I know its not cold turkey,  I just can't pull that off right now. But I'm doing what I can and am anxious to get in the docyors office to finally say what's going on. That will be a huge relief. And to not feel like there will be the huge script waiting for me every month is a good thing a temptation and driving force ( in the wrong direction) I no longer want. Usually take about 14-15 pills a day, I'm at # 6 and will hold off til bed. It's been hard and I notice I've been a little grouchy. But I will survive. It's hard when there is physical pain, but I just thought today, if you  dont ever feel anything how the he!! Do you know you're alive. Hopefully when I get to the end of tapering I can stay this positive.

[readynow81]

Any ideas how to go about the conversation with my doctor. I plan on being honest, yes. But I feel like I don't know how to start the conversation. I'm nervous as all heck and afraid if what will happen. Not about the script being taken away, this is my idea , remember? But I'm a mother. Can the doctor get cps involved over this?  My child has never been in danger and  is very well cared for despite my addiction. I just want to stop now with the pills before god forbid, there ever comes a time where I can not do what I currently do for my 2 year old. And id like to be  100% focused on him, not him and pills. I'm just scared. He is my world. I would think being honest with the doctor would be a good thing, I just don't want it to backfire on me. Any thoughts would help. And I'm not talking myself out of it, I'm just nervous. I am afterall, human.  Thanks everyone.