its been a long time but...

[jt808]

for those of you who rember me cuz i see alot of new people on here i am back once again for like the millionth time and i am 32 hrs clean of a very bad norco addiction i got myself up to close to 60 a day and getting worse and worse every day i rember when i first came on here the number i was up to was like 30ish i almost doubled that in like the last 6 months so i have to stop this and even tho i feel like total sht its finally time so i just hope i can get the support that i have had here once before...thanks for this place once again and i am going thru this all alone again i kno i need to do it this time and change up a few things this time so i dont fall back in the trap again...ok thansk and any words to keep my mind off it would be grerat

[Ella789]

Best wishes for a good detox.  You know you can do this, please post often and let us know how you're doing.  Hugs

Ella

[jt808]

well its beeen i few days now but i have been sooooo sick with the flu as well as this that i am REALLY getting my *** kicked now...but still holding strong

[cathy5841]

glad to see you made your way  back.  you know what you need to do to get clean, now its time to learn what you have to do to stay clean.  have you checked out some really good aftercare?  it is so important to your recovery to get the tools you need to stay clean.  good luck and keep posting.  there is lots of support here.

[kim715]

Welcome back....You know we're all here for you..you're going to do it this time!!!!!!! All the best...Kim

[jt808]

sorry took while to reply i had a tough day about the questions how i support my habbit well a lil of everythng street dr the usual and ALOTA money thats why i am broke and waiting to be exictied its been taking a while but gona b any day and i owe so many people like friedns that just think im a total piece of sht but i needed it for the amount i was doing but thanks for the support hope all of u are doing good.

[dominosarah]

Glad to see you back....Stick with it this time           sara

[gizzy32]

Welcome back jt! Something stood out in your post to me and that is what you said about going through this alone. Although this place is a great support group and has helped me more than anything, it's not enough for some. In order for you to stay clean bud, I believe your gonna have to make some serious changes in your life. Like I have told ya before you are still so young with a future ahead of you, but if you don't get some help your chances at success are not as good and as you learned relapses get worse each time

You said in your posts last time you were taking 60 before, where and how are you getting these pills? I am being brutally honest here and if you continue this, you will not last. Please think about some type of aftercare, rehab if possible. Talk to your family and end this horrible cycle you have been on. You know I am always cheering for ya and want to see you clean. Nothing changes if nothing changes, so come up with a plan and stick with it this time. So happy to see you back, your gonna make it this time:)

[Allicat0117]

Sorry to hear about your relapse. Get back in the saddle and keep ridin!! You will make it through. We will be hear to support you.

[cattalina]

Welcome back jt - the important thing is you're back and ready to do the work again. You said you're gonna change some things this time around... that's good. The only way for us to move forward is to make mistakes and then learn from them. Active addiction only gets worse and worse, never better, so fight the good fight!!

[Rhonda2]

Hi I to am an addict of norco.  I just need to ask how did you ever get a doctor to prescribe all this medication.  I have trouble getting 14 a day let alone 60.  Do you buy on the street?

[refusingbondage]

Good to see you back in the fight JT.  It seems like it gets harder each time right.. I remember my first attempt at quitting and compare it with this last time quitting.. wow what a difference.... Lesson learned... hopefully right?? You have all my support JT.  Withdrawal is a b*itch but its only the beginning of the battle..are you going to seek recovery support?  meetings, counseling, addiction specialist?  Its really important to have a gameplan on how you will deal with life once the withdrawal is over.. that's when it truly gets difficult.   Stick through it and you will feel better soon - you know this!  Keep posting.. we are all here to support you and glad to see you back on.  

[10356]

Welcome back jt. I'm very heartened to see you.. Your addiction sure did climb out of control.. when I quit I was at about 30 norco a day and I can see if you had them it can climb higher.. coming off this amount you really should consult with a Dr. as blood pressure will soar.. You are almost 2 days into it so I can imagen you feel like death warmed over.. stick this one out jt as many have od going back as it just gets worse and worse.. stay with us. You have always given wonderful compassionate advice.. let us return it by seeing you through to the other side.. You are Stronger then your addiction.. You can do this... warmly lesa