There seems to be a lot of people starting to give up their addiction the past couple days who are really struggling. To each of you, hang in there. I'm on day 8 of a 3-4 year hydro/vicodin/whatever addiction. I took up to 6 a day sometimes. I also thought that I would never feel right again. The pills were my crutch through my recent divorce, through moving out, through everything. If something went wrong; take a pill. I was spending over $200/week. My bottom was when I stole pills from my current boyfriend. That was enough. I found this site and post everday. I did not want to come back here and say well I relapsed. Getting clean is so worth it for your family, finances, and your life. Please hang in there each of you.