Im clean after relapse

[StayingClean25]

Im clean again, im hoping i dont have the withdrawls like before coming off of oxy 60mg aday, as you guy know i relapsed on percocet 10s for a few days.. after 11 days clean, what now? am i going to have bad withdrawls? any advice?

[On2better]

Seize the moment and stay clean. Make a decision to turn you life and will over to a higher power that wants to know you, the REAL you. Not the self loathing addict that's occupying your body. Start praying and following your inner voice. You can do this one step at a time. Support vibes ~~~

[meegWpaw]

hey sc, did not post to you for a couple days but I did read most of your threads ... yes, you have another chance, use it!  you have a good intellect and a strong sense of the direction you want to go in ... AWAY from the pills!  you know why, too ... maybe homeless, unable to pay rent, pay for car ... you got this, so come on, man!  good luck with the w/ds and stay on the straight and narrow!

[MThead]

I have been thinking about you alot Staying and you have been in my prayers. Hit me up so we can chat soon, I promise that I will be here more often.

[Kimby34]

You've got this!!!!!! We can beat this. We can. You're strong enough! Be proud of each minute you make it through.

[StayingClean25]

btw, my rent was paid, yep i walked in the office with a smile on.. just barley made it as my rent is alot, but if i would have used oxys thoes 11 days, i would be going on the street now.. i feel like i got another chance now to save and get my car.. i could be heading to the street homeless.. i got 30 more days to prove myself.  yay

[StayingClean25]

thanks msdelight, and ofcourse you will be hearing from me..  im glad im not withdrawling for oxy 30s, its all the same but damn, perc 10s gotta be shorter w/d then 11 days of agony.. im hoping.. fingers crossed

[msdelight]

Okay so maybe it won't be so bad. I know you can do this! Remember, start planning to fight the mental SH*T now before it hits.  Always here for ya if you ever need to talk. Just a pm away.

[StayingClean25]

14 or 15 percocet 10s    i flushed the last 5 or so i had and bought a total of 20  

[msdelight]

How many pills did you take (no judgement)?

[StayingClean25]

thanks guys, i dont have a choice now, so i gotta wait it out, i hope its just 3 days of discomfort, like pureoxys can take 2 weeks, i cant go through 2 weeks of that again, i dont have it in me, so yea, i hope i can get through this.

[msdelight]

I think your w/d be less physical (2-3 days ) and more mental. Drink lots of water, eat as well as you can, take enough immodium to stop the runs (2) and exercise when your mind or body feels a little rough. You can do this!
Start thinking about what your going to do when the emotions hit. Counciling, use your journal, start n/a and make some new sober friends. Tell your new gf everything and make sure doesn't use. Tell your sources not to call you and delete their numbers. Keep posting here.

[petsrule]

Your drugs were not mine and our usage was different but I was only off a week, started for a week and did have the wd again.  The physical was not as bad the second time but there was some.  You are so young I want you to do this.  Someone with more experience will be here soon.  There is so much ahead of you to be in a drug fog... good luck guy.....