Sorry I am new to all of this. Yes yesterday morning I took 2 5/500mg vics. and by 7pm yesterday i was already having withdrawal symptoms....and has been getting worse by the minute! Only slept for about 4 hrs lastnight. hot flashes, cold sweats, headache, stomache cramps, MOODY, tired and today i feel like im already ready to crack.
I honestly can't say for sure how much I was taking a day. Some days 10 5/500mg vicodins some days more. All I do know is I would buy atleast 500 pills a month, which makes me sick! I wasted not only my life away for the past 6 yrs but I have 5 beautiful children that could have had such a better life. I am so done being selfish! I don't even know where this all came from?! I am just so scared of letting my children and husband down again. I don't want to lose them.
Can you tell us how much you were taking a day please ? It will help us in knowing the amount and also give us an idea of were you are with this ..Thanks Jimmy
Hi & Welcome,
One day at a time---tell yourself you are done for today and each day when you wake, tell yourself again. It doesn't seem so overwhelming if it is for 24 hours at a time.
It would also help if you did some research on the disease of addiction. You will find it is as much more a mental disease then it is a physical one. The physical lasts only a week or so, the mental lasts a lifetime.
So your last pill was yesterday? Are you having any withdrawal symptoms?