15 days clean it gets better everyday!

[nessyness]

Two weeks and a day. Every day i feel better. Ive had no anxiety in 3 days. My energy is way better and the depression is lifting. I have come to realize i was using vicodin to fill up the loneliness i feel. I have a great family, but im 33 and still havent figured out what my path is, no kids and im not married i kinda feel like a failure in those regards. Like i should be further along on the path of life by now. I do see though that the Vicodins were not helping me find my way. They just crippled me with fear and made me numb at the same time. I dont want to beat myself up anymore. I need to start reaching out and finding a passion for life again. Slowly it is returning and it feels amazing. I have a long way to go but my strength gets stronger by the day. I do know that this time around being on zoloft and using some of the thomas recipe has made a huge difference, and most of all this site and some of the amazing people on here. I love you guys and im beginning to love myself......Sending xoxoxo s to all of you.......Nessa

[nessyness]

Thank you for all the love and support. I am taking the l-tyrosine a b-6 and a multi plus ive been on zoloft for about 6 weeks. The last few days i have truly felt good. normal happy good. It feels good to take your life back. Im still learning everyday, but im not looking back anymore......Hip Hip Hooray.....  Nessa:)

[NorcoQueenoftheUniverse]

I agree wth BIKERDAD regarding the L-Tyrosine and the Vitamins B6 & B12...

I have found that if I take the L-tyrosine EVERY OTHER DAY I have less anxiety but still benefit from the energy boost it offers.

[BIKERDAD1963]

Hi Ness, I am glad to hear from you. You are doing great. You will enjoy your new life and it will continue to get better. I am at day 22 and I feel better now than when I was at day 15. If you arent taking the tyrosine then I highly recommend it along with b6 and b12. It really got me out of the funk mode. Its great to see you are doing so well and we are always here for you.

[NorcoQueenoftheUniverse]

Hey honey.,.. You're DOING GOOD.. for YOURSELF and all those around you that LOVE YOU!  You are young.. (at least younger than Me) and you have SOOO MUCH LIFE AHEAD OF YOU!  You are ON your 'PATH' in life.. and it get's better.. and EVEN better if you choose to live it CLEAN AND SOBER... Try to stop "judging" yourself... You are WHO YOU ARE and that's the way GOD made YOU!  
Just WHO YOU ARE!

So hang in there.. and STOP beating yourself up.. You're PURR-FECT!!  

[peaceinknowing]

Congrats on 15 days sober. I'm really proud of you right now!

Don't feel like a failure in any regard. You have a great family from what you're telling us, so lean on them for the support that you're in need of right now. You can't make someone your number one if you don't look out and make yourself better first, if that makes sense. Everything takes time, so just trust in it that time is on your side throughout this entire process.