trying to get over it

[sundaemundy]

HI, I have wrote to a few ppl on the web-site and told them every thing will be okay and explained to them I am overcoming addiction myself...but now that I think about it I am the one who needs insperation also..I am a 21 yr old female and I have been addicted to hydrocodone (5,7.5,10.. about 5 a day )all three well really what I could get my hands on..Its horrible what a single man made pill could do to someones life..anyways I am 3 weeks into my own little detox and I have been doing well I just can not shake the deppresion..I am effecting everyones life in my family..they want to go to family outings and do all that family stuff and all I want to do is sit on the couch and feel sorry for myself...and I am too proud to go to my doctor and say" ya doc I am addicted can you help me" I mean what would he think of me..?? My question is should I go to my doc or keep doing this on my own?? I need some suggestions any will help..I love helping ppl and I have never thought about being helped..so anyone someone..please tell me what to do about this horrible deppression and want for this evil pill????????? lots of love..katie.

[sundaemundy]

Thank-you so much for your feedback I needed it so bad...GOD BLESS!!!

[10356]

Hello.. I.m pleased to see you reaching out for support.. we all need this valuable tool in our arsenal :) Sitting around waiting to feel better is going to take forever as you are doing it the long slow way :( You need to force yourself up on those family outing's.. give a good talking to yourself about your attitude.. how you can adjust it to the positive and use this also in your arsenal in fighting your addiction.. the benefits are tremendous.. you gain energy the malice goes and you feel invigorated.. start eating healthy treat yourself and family with kindness.. they have missed you.. You are all worth the final step out of your addiction.. that is rejoining your life.. I wish you well and in doing these things.. you will fing help with cravings/anxiety and depression.. wow triple bonus.. Congrats on your 3 weeks.. carry on as the warrior you are.. lesa