I am going to a rehab tomorrow to get off oxyconten, percoset and valium which I have been on for a year and a half due to pain (pudental neuropathy). They cannot give me a nerve block until I am off all pain meds. I suffer from depression, and i have been to rehabs for painkiller addictions before. Being away from my family brings on the depression, and I am already crying, and I am not even there. I cry constantly for the first two weeks until I make some friends which takes me about two weeks when new people start coming in, the old people who knew eachother before I got there leave, and the physical withdrawal is over. So , for two weeks at least I suffer from major depression. it has gotten much worse since my ex husband left me. Although i am remarried, and love my new husband and hate my ex husbad, my fears of abandonment bringing on depression have worsened. If my husband doesn't come home for a few hours, i start crying. thinking he has left me like husband one or has been hurt somewhere. I feel the depression coming on and want to back out of the rehab, but it is the rehab or I will probably die from taking too many pills for pain. Can anyone offer me any suggestions on how to control the depression so all the people there don't think I am a nut case and ignore me like they usually do. People tend to look for happy outgoing people-not people who can't stop lying on the bed and crying all day and all night. Any suggestions? Krisssy