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[bmj09]

i dont know if im depressed or not. if i do its in the early stages

im 20, ive been out of HS for almost two years now, and I feel like Im losing touch with my old friends, not that i had alot of friends to begin with. Im quiet which might be the main reason. I SUCK at making friends and talking to girls. noone responds or gives a crap about anything i say.

I feel worthless, partly because i didnt learn much stuff about life. i dont know how to fix a damn thing like guys like me are expected to.

I already have some medical concerns. Ive gained about 20-25 lbs since i stopped playing football. I have planter's foot and am constipated with a hemeroid which is embarassing. i feel anattractive all the time.

Im going to community college but i just about want to drop out because there is nothing im interested and my parents wont let go to the college i want to anyway.

I FEEL LIKE IM WASTING MY LIFE. Days are passing me by, i feel like im not gunna be remembered at all.

I dont even wanna think about what the rest of my life is gunna be like if this continues. just feelin really down

[bmj09]

thanks. your very nice

[Alisonj29]

It sounds like you have a reason to feel down. Change can affect people alot, especially with friends etc. I think that a really good step for you would be to start working out. If you can join a gym that would be great. You will meet people and lose the weight you have gained. Pair that up with a very healthy diet (lots of lean protein, fresh fruit and veg, grains, and fiber) and that will help with the constipation issues. If you can get yourself feeling better physically than it may improve your mood, If you dont start feeling better though I would go see your doctor and get a check up done and then talk to them about how you are feeling and see what they think.
I really hope you start to feel better soon.