know I already posted but that was very soon after possible exposure. I have repeatedly asked him if he could have HIV and he has repeatedly said no and that he has had no symptoms fever, rash, or anything else. He admitted to being a male escort for women for years!
I am continuing to spiral two weeks after the event, I got sick with what I think is a pretty nasty head cold or maybe even Covid since I work at a hospital.
I already have HSV-2 and have for many years which I take daily medication for as a result of the sickness or around the same time! I started having major HSV-2 outbreaks on top of being sick and have been taking Double medication. I also have gotten sores around the sides of my mouth and in my mouth. Which are not normal for me.
I don’t think I see any thrush and have had not had any rashes although I do have itchy skin. I don’t believe I had an actual fever but I have had a sore throat since the head cold began. I haven’t been able to kick this head cold and it’s been over two weeks!
I’m scared to death/terrified to test for anything! I’m fixating on all of these symptoms and on everything day and night.
I can barely work or take care of my 10-year-old. I’m about close to a nervous breakdown over it, even though he did not ejaculate inside of me. I keep telling myself there was an awful lot of pre-come plus I was ovulating so there was just a lot of juices. I also have some kind of bumps on the roof of my mouth, but they are very tiny. I just don’t know what to think and I’m scared to death!!!!! I guess it’s been technically long enough since it’s been almost 40 days since October 19 being the possible exposure. I know I will eventually have to test and I’m trying to work up my courage. I know this is a long post. I just don’t have anyone else to confide in.