I'm still so paranoid. Do you think it's healthy that I experience mental aguish over such things its like paralyzing me it's like now I gotta go get tested because I think like worst case scenarios and such.. I'm trying to see it as responsible to get a test but I'm like border line thinking am I crazy to be abusing my self like that. I'm not sure what I need to do but this anxiety and fear is really bothersome..
Like if I had my boxer briefs off and she had her panties of and she was sitting on top of me but I wasnt in her but like if we touched like a little bit down there by accident and I had Precum and she was wet but it didnt touch the head or maybe it did does this matter?... Ps can you see the way my mind is working?
Yes. You are WAY OVERTHINKING. As you have been told you had no risk for HIV. Genital contact between partners is considered mutual masturbation.
I see no reason for you to be worrying. If the head of your penis entered her vagina far enough unprotected to put you at risk? You would have REMEMBERED it.
Based on your anxiety level and the "what ifs" creeping in on you I suggest you get tested 8 weeks post with antibody test or 4 weeks with 4th gen Duo test.
You will be negative and then you can put the "what ifs" behind you. Chances are excellent the girl was not infected anyway based on the odds.
Well I am going to get tested Tommarow to help ease the anxiety I also will test in Like 3 weeks after the results I'm just so scared