hi.....
i am writing dis problem to you just to get help from you.......please help me...i'll be greatly thankful to you....
i am 14 years old boy......and i am involoved in masterbating...... i was masterbating 3-4 times a month....then it got to 3-4 times a week....and den it has got to 3-4 times/3days....and finally 2-3 times / day....
whenever i see a porn pic i start masterbating......in fact suddenly wat happens to me is...that i get a type of feeling dat force me to masterbate and force me to switch on my net and open google and find out some kissing,,,,breasts,,,,sexy pics of some girls.....
as i take a look on dose pics my masterbation activates and i go on......
i also noticed dat after sometime instead of thick semen watery semen come out of my *****....
as semen ejaculates i feel nice,,,,relaxing,,,,patient,,,n infact i feel like i have come out of d worst world....
i even pray to god so that a lil bit meditation may contribute to this cause...but nothing seems to be reflecting.....
even sometimes i swore of my mom and dad ....but i have to break that and after masterbation i cry a lot and even try to die ......(suicide)
when it erupts my my ears become hot infact my whole face become hot...i feel like switching on the Ac...
hey please........i request ,,,,beg,,,,,or else words god must have made to request........that please let me come out of this fire ring...and serve my parents...n too most important THE GOD.......
please think me as your own brother........
note: i am 14 years old boy suffering from uncontrol on masterbation......