Dear Donna, God Speed, no more pain, anxiety, worry about those you will leave. Only love, warmth peace and beauty like you have never seen or known before. I pray this in Jesus's name,
We all have opinons on death and yours is based on your religious preferences.. Mine is based on reallity. I respect how you feel BUT. different circumstances..for me. yes but I will not allow myself to stay alive when truly I am not alive.. alive is living.... and when I am not living I am as good as dead.. This is my opinion and my option...
I will not allow my husband to grieve over a body that no longer functions.. I will not allow my chldren to look at a hollow nothing... that is my opinon and it is what I must do.. this is for me..no one else...Ending my life by artificial means . excuse me.. they are going to try to keep me alive by ARTIFICIAL mean... no not for me...
I have to say I am a very lucky woman to be a type 1 diabetic.. I have enough insulin to do myself what needs to be done when ever that is.. Insulin is an easy way.. overdose and go to sleep and never wake up... I am so angry that we have to suffer such indignities without help.. they treat dogs better...
I am sorry it has to be this way, too. When my mom was nearing the end (20+ years ago) I called for more morphine every time she started to become restless. Her doc told the nurses to stop questioning me and give my mom what I said she needs. It isn't like that now. Everyone is so afraid to be sued. Before I got the doc to handle the nurses it was getting pretty ugly. They even called security on me once. Can you believe that?? I do not want to be political either and I have not mentioned this before, but I contacted both campaigns about ovca. One responded. I even got a phone call. I just told them my situation and gave some ideas on a few things. I also said I want him to say the word "ovarian" more in his speeches instead of just plain cancer. About 4 or 5 days later he was speaking in Indiana at a rally. He not only said ovarian cancer, he yelled it loud 3 times. He will get my vote. I read both candidates cancer policies. The difference is quite shocking. I pray that Donna will be at peace soon. I am so sorry that she has to go through this. Marie
Thank you Jan, and I have to say that this is also a big fear for me. I do not want my family to have to watch me go this way.
Maybe He has felt that it was not time for her to go yet, but I think that she has been through enough. I can only pray that He sees it that way too and decides it is time for her to come home, where she will finally be at peace.
Love Chris
Jan, it's hard to read that about Donna. I sure wish she could end the suffering. Wasting away isn't what she should be doing. I, too, wish Hospice could do more. No one should just linger on like this.
Becky is right...please take care of yourself. We do appreciate your updates but we also know that you are dealing with so much right now. Please don't feel badly for not updating more often. She is also right that we haven't asked about you.
Take care, Jan. We love you.