The things with my neck just got worse, but right now i am going to bed. I am feeling like I am going ot pass out, and can hardly turn my head from side to side. My ex found out that I am stil on his insurane and hd a fit, so I am screwed I dont know hat to do. I took nothing for pain and stilll feel pretty bad. There is no swelling in the gland, but I need to get to hospital. When I had uterine cancer the drs were looking at lupus or ms so I am wondering if this whole thing triggered something else. I am so depressed, I am 35 yrs old and feel like I am falling apart. I just want to cry, I hope that my cancer has not went haywire, but the other two options dont sound too good to me either. I am so weak that I cant even take care of my kids right now. If anyone had this happen, please give me some advice, my ex figured out he was just a lazy one and didnt take me off his insurance, so now I dont even have that. I am afraid and cant affored to do this. My strength is gone and I dont have any to apply for medicaid. I am off to bed. Take care all and u are in my thoughts and prayers. I guess I wont be doing chemo again, so now I have more problems than u can shacke a stick at