Ya, your paranoia is getting out of control here. You got answers and it is anxiety for why you won't accept them. You were told no risk.
1) pathogen dont survive in some environment conditions. Most std virus or bacteria dont survive well outside the body.
2) furthermore, std are not waterborne diseases
3) it is impossible for pathogen to penetrate skin without cuts
4) you just need to know it is no risk. There is no need for me to explain the science, which may take a few hours.
Non at all? Whilst we didn’t touch, his sperm was in the water. Could it not infect me with std? Thanks for feedback
By the way I am a male... for some reason my profile says I’m a woman.