Just wanted to let y'all know I'm still hanging in there. Physical withdrawals are gone, basically, and things are a LOT better but I have a ways to go. I really don't want to go back, I wasn't living on the pills, but I almost feel like I forgot how to live without em. I am doing my job SO much better, makes me wonder exactly how much sh*t have I been overlooking or putting off?! Easy to do when you have the old foggy head. I want the old me back, the person that used to try to find stuff for the family to do on weekends (they all need a little push from MamaBear). I feel like I am rotting in front of the Tv. I want to get involved in church but nothing is coming naturally. Everything feels forced. I'll be patient. I am thankful or the clean time. Just hope I can keep it up. Good luck to everyone just starting out. It gets better!!! Dig deep and reclaim your passion for good, clean, life.