DAY 6 TODAY!!!!

[firefighter829]

Just wanted to say hey to everyone and just basically wanting to type to get my mind busy and stay strong!!!!cleaned the house for my wife and started cooking supper for tonight.Will be going back to the fire station tommorroww and my head feels pretty good but getting my strength and not feeling 100% is what I hate.Went to my thereapist yesterday and took my mother with me so I could tell her the truth and be out in the open whith my addiction she was hurt but it felt good for me to not lie anymore and get it off my chest.I have got to tell myself that everyday is a new day and be tough and strong.I want my wife to be with the guy she used to be in love with and I havent seen him in 2 years.Well I hope everyone stays strong and god bless.Im gonna buy me a labtop this weekend so I can take it with me to the fire station and get on here for support when I feel like a craving or something it will be a good thing to get one I think.

[kona2009]

I does feel good not to lie anymore!  I was a huge weight off my shoulders when I told my wife and brothers.  I had my first therapy session today and felt it was productive.  We will see how the next one goes for me.  

Anyways keep up the great work!  You are doing great!

Kona

[Radiostar55]

First of all Thanks for all you do for us and your community.. Day 3 for me..Been Hell my wife has been Doc Jeycl and Mr Hyde. Diazipine has been a god send..at 5p PCT will be 72 hrs without oxys and oxycodone. Running nose Yawning Sneezing, a first time with Diarhea today. But I think my mind is getting clear.. I hope I can get to day 7..all the post I have read says day 7 you start to feel somewhat normal  Wish me luck!

G

[Violetblossom]

Good Job...it's day 5 for me and I feel pretty decent too.  But the past few days I've been a mess...crying, snapping, feeling nasty within myself.

Be proud....Be Brave...  I had the opportunity to go to the drs today.  I had an appt at 3:30/EST.  I didn't go b/c I knew if I went and asked for some percs, she's kindly hand them over.  She doesn't PUSH them, but doesn't deny either.  So she's been my supplier for a few years now...

[Amaryllis1974]

Congrats Fire!!! Day 6 for me too!!!!!
Good luck and Godspeed!!

[dominosarah]

Congrats on day 6!!!  Feels good to get honest doesnt it!!  Keep staying positive as each day will get better.           sara

[NorcoQueenoftheUniverse]

Woo Hoo,,, Life is GOOD when you're clean.. huh?!?!!?


So very proud of you.. keep up the good work.. and.... listen to bmdad... as he is a wealth of good information...He knows.. he cares!

Much love and support your way
NorcoQueen and Mister Ed

[bmdad]

Congrats on day 6 buddy!!!!!! Just keep up that strong mental attitude and nothing will get in your way. It can be hard to get things off your chest but doesn't it feel so much better once you do? There is no reason to keep secrets from the ones that love us. They will be there for us through thick and thin. Congrats on everything you have accomplished. Hang in there and know that with each passing day it will get better and better. If you need anything, I'm here for you.
Best of luck!
Brian