OMG I can't believe it. The scottish lovebirds are back.......and clean. Yeeeeeeeeehah.
No longer counting days, months, years. It meant a lot in the beginning, but now I'd rather keep it a distant memory.........Is that bad?........hmmm
Nauty..........
Congrats to stilltrying and Kim!!!! So nice to hear this great news!!!! I will be starting the happy dancing again..............sara
CONGRATS to both on freeing urself of a 13 yr ball and chain sentence from heroin. What a feat!!!! I am proud of myself and both of you!! Never ever in a million yrs did I think I could do this. Did you both??? This August has been the best of my entire life!!! Been to the beach.. living life..going to meetings and not giving a darn who the heck cares!!! I am FREE!!!!! FREE!!!!!! NRG is returning.. feelings.. life... all the good stuff!! Aftercare like everyone says; is soooo very important. Without this I would have failed. "T" has gotten me here and I have 2! I needed a sponsor to get through the fires of he77.
I hold no guilt for past transgressions from being high and drunk. I will make amends when the 9th step comes. For now.,.. each day at a time! Life is good!!
Sunsets on the beach... catching up with old friends, smiles from my nieces and thankful I did not die from this b/c I was heading there quickly make me happy. I don't isolate anymore. What an isolating disease. It is an isolating, selfserving disease. Goodbye Oxys... You are DEAD 2 ME!!!!!!
ProdigalGirl
Sitting on 4 days clean - just spent 3 hours in an 'Expecting Parents' class, plus 45 minutes on my feet touring the hospital. It was pretty tough, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Glad to be clean again and taking part in life.