By aftercare I did mean na but I was keeping with na traditions by not promoting. If he asked then I would have told him what worked for me.
Sounds like u may have overdone it...used sub to detox 35 times...I am not sure if that is what the drug was intended for but maybe talk to ur sub doc and quitting for good sounds lke a good plan
AFTERCARE!!! Get some counseling and join NA. After 25+ times it means that you haven't gotten to the root of why you feel you need to use.
Theres really no good answer that I can think of. The people I know that used sub and had positve results combined it with aftercare to have a chance of not using again. I dont think its meant to just get you thru wds so you can continue to keep using. If its not working now then its probably just holding off wds till you use again.