You're certainly having some strong symptoms of a heart attack...How are you now? I see you posted over an hour ago...
I hope you are at the ER. This is nothing to mess with~
I just woke up For a moment checked my emails Going back to sleep Now I'm doing great Thank you all pain is gone But if take a small hit today The pain comes back hopefully I want use today I won't say I won't Because I always say I won't to myself I let ya now tonight how I did today thank ya for caring
Hi Johndeer.. Hope you did not take that hit, I was hoping we would see you back here. Did you have that pain checked out ? It could be very serious like a heart attack a infection in your lung torn something who knows til you get it checked, Anyway I dislike seeing any life thrown away as you are doing yours and was hoping you would come back and give it a go, Ya know. Getting your life back. Your health. Getting clean.. I wish you a Good life, lesa
I'm doing great today It's hard not to use When I think of the pain It makes a little easer Not to use Thank ya for your reply
Thank you So much for your reply Yes i been doing great the last 2 days Hard not to use When I think of all the pain It helps not to use I found some meetings about :30 min from home I going to check it out Thank you
I think this web site I found Is helping also I was kind of surprised When I got 4 reply s Their is folks out there who cares
I'm really glad you are still with us The symptoms you had were scarey.. So have you managed not to take a hit ? This is a great place full of addicts active and in recovery all helping/supporting each other in getting clean. I'm glad you found us ! I hope you stay around and tell a lil about yourself. You telling your story helps the next person that comes along looking to get their life back..
I am so glad you came back here and are talking with us. We all know how hard this can be but living clean is really fulfilling. How did the meeting go?
Hey John, hope you're still with us. Come back and tell us how you're doing.
Hey John, WELCOME!
How are you feeling now? Did you hit a meeting?
I pray that you will get checked out by a doctor... Those are scary symptoms you described.
Hi John:
I hope you post more on your progress and success in abstaining. The symptoms you described are incredibly scary, to be sure.
Anyway welcome and please let us know how you are!
I echo the sentiments posted above.
Listen hon, cocaine is one of the most dangerous drugs out there. It causes VERY real, and VERY serious health complications, including heart attacks, strokes, bleeding problems (including brain bleeds). Your symptoms are absolutely NOTHING to ignore. There are people who have dropped dead or suffered irreversible brain damage with only minimal coke use.
Even if you don't experience those symptoms again, you still need to get checked out medically ASAP, because the damage has already been done. Stopping using is GREAT, and I hope you're still clean, but even if you NEVER take another hit, you still could have very serious medical issues. You need to get that checked, and deal with it before it becomes something that cannot be fixed.
PLEASE get yourself to a doctor or the hospital (preferably, so they can do comprehensive testing), and then get yourself involved in some kind of aggressive recovery program. Inpatient would be great, but outpatient will work too. Whichever kind of recovery program you choose will be successful if you give it your all and do the work that needs done on YOU.
My thoughts are with you, PLEASE post to let us know how you're doing, even if it isn't so great, We're here to support you and help you. We can't do that if you don't talk to us. I'm glad you found your way here. Time to get your life back, don't you think?
I used a little today already Pains not bad because I takes such small hits it's just a waist of money all it does is make my heart beat faster theirs no hi involved at all anymore maybe it's turned into a habit of smoking cig. Now even thow I don't smoke I dip snuff
Were do I tell my story I don't understand what ya mean I will tell it once I understand What ya mean Thanks for your reply I'm still learning how to find we're yaw responded so far I just keep hitting boxes tell I find the responses I'm computer person lol thanks
I'm not a comptroller person lol I always leave words As ya can see
Go to the top of the page and hit the orange box that says Post a Question, just like you did with this thread. We want to get to know you better so we can help you stop this dangerous cycle you are in.
Hi John It sure sounds to me you have a habit.. When you say no more and you still takes hits then you have a habit you can not control. When you take a hit the pain goes away ? It would be much better if you went to the clinic and found out what the problem is so you can have it fixed.. Then no more worry.. we all have got to the point our drugs do not get us high anymore then it is just money down the drain money to make us feel Normal Something we can do for free when we stop the drugs. Hope you give it some thought into quitting it would extend your life and allow more joy in.. lesa
You can tell your story here our start a new thread as Sara said our even journal it.. You will find your way around the next few days :) I hope you get that pain checked our John.
I guess that's a story I wrote Hope I put it in the write place
If I can make it 9pm I be safe from crack the rest of the day I never go out past 9pm My wife would no something's up I'm trying to stay on this iPad keeps my mined busy So I probly be writing more post today
I'm going heal up for 7 days then go back to the gym again that's my goal
I have found a meeting rt here in town I'm sure I will know every one in the meeting small town population 3000