55 days clean!!

[Kylie4501]

Hey Everyone,

Just thought I would update that I am 55 days clean. I feel very good and am so grateful for how far I have come. I still think about tramadol though. I think that a few pills would be nice, and then I remind myself of how horrible the w/d's were and that they are not worth losing 55 days over. The red eyes are still lingering.....I am sure that is the pills still seeping out of my body right? I am pretty happy but still get my little bouts of anger. When it happens, it is so intense, like the whole world is crashing because I stubbed my tow or someone is driving too slow in front of me. Anyone else experience this anger? Anyway, good luck to all and just know that you can do it. I went through CT with a toddler and a brand new baby, so anyone can do it!!

[dominosarah]

Congrats on 55 days clean!!!!  You are doing great so keep it going~

[katmandu516]

Congratulations on 55 days clean! That is totally awesome. Keep knockin' down those days!!

[Whollymolythathurt]

Congrats Kylie..that's great!  Keep up the good work.

[Sonrissa]

Yay Kylie! 55 days is amazing! Everything you are feeling is normal. Stay strong, and keep moving forward.  60 days is right around the corner! Hugs!

[Amandag78]

Congratulations, your doing fantastic. Cant wait till im 55 days clean. Your an inspiration to us all. Well done.

[brandiroars386]

COngrat's on 55!!!!  I'm with ya with the anger and crazy overly exaggerated emotions.  Very intense.... they do come and go.

[ActingBrandNew]

Congrats on being 55 days clean and serene!

[Kbusymom]

Congrats on the 55 days!!  That is awesome.  My moods and emotions are all over the place too- I can get either really angry or sappy; I'll start crying for no real reason.  I think we just have to embrace the rollercoaster and accept the ride :)

[tooter212]

Boy, can I ever relate to the anger issue!!! It passes thank goodness.  Hopefully it gets far and few between. I know it's getting a little better for me. Just don't put anything in WRITING!!!!!! It will come back and bite you. lol Congrats on your 55 days

[spider6]

Hey girl, congrats and props out!  55 woot woot!  I think a lot of us can feel ya on the anger spurts!  Blows but it does get better.  Just acknowledge it quietly and try and remove yourself physically and or mentally from the situation. You are doing fabfantabulous !  Hugs :o}

[tigerlily75]

Congratulations on 55 days! That's awesome! I'm on day 8 once again, and its awesome that people like you come back to tell us it can be done! And its keep pushing forward, nothing is worth losing your hard earned 55 days! Keep going, you will keep feeling better and keep being an inspiration to us here as well as for yourself and your children! Sending prayers and support!

[clean_in_ks]

Congrats on your 55 Days, Kylie!!!  The fluctuation in, your moods will level out....it's part of the healing process and everyday you don't put a pill in your mouth, you're making progress even if it doesn't "feel" like it!