Day 3 and feeling like a bratty todler!

[amers860]

This is a real Mind F***. I don't know what to do w myself. I always have off on Tuesday. Today I wld have contacted a friend for a blueberry AKA 30mil perc. I would have taken it along w my prescribed Lortabs and floated blissfully through my house cleaning it from top to bottom. I don't feel like doing a damn thing w o a buzz. No cleaning, no cooking, no FBing, no decorating for xmass. Nothing is fun w o the high I'm so desperately craving! And I'm pissed off about it! Pissed off at myself and jealous of other ppl who find joy in ANYTHING while being sober! Oh and I also spent the last 20minutes licking blue residue off anything I could find w it on. Jewelry boxes, pill containers, straws, razor blade, plastic baggys! Yeah, I'm a real classy gal!

[littlebit010101]

Lol...so funny I use to save all my bottles I don't know why...who knows...but I remember standing at my sink and putting water in like 50 pill bottles swishing it around and drinking the water...that was day 5 did I get anything he!! NO..... But I was hurting so bad..  yeah I know real class act....hang in there its beauty on the other side.. good luck.  

[AJS1976]

Are you doing this on purpose?  
The person you just described above is ME..

[Icntkickit]

How much do you take and is it everyday? Are you trying to quit? I know you have no energy, but staying busy with cleaning or whatever has been a real life saver for me.  I'm on day 2! Let us know and we will help you!

We have all been there.  Stay strong and POST POST POST