Hey Friends,
I am still here just wanted to pop in real quick and say I am proud of yall. Intothedark and JT I truly think you guys are going to make it this time. The attitude is amazing, I am witnessing something special.
It is great to hear from you guys.
Here we are.
Day three.
Wow.
What a trip this has been.
Repleat with ups and downs.
Right now I am in a bit of the downs, but I am sure that will go away when the sun comes up.
I have a hard time keeping the moral high when the lights are out, and I can't sleep.
I bet you know how that is Sway...right?
My mind is right...and that is all that matters.
Last night was really hard for me guys.
That one hurt me a bit.
I didn't cave.
I won't because of you.
Joshua
don't know why i thought your name was christine. must have been one of the responses you got. sorry. day 3 here too. also not sleeping. want to take some benzos but they tend to make me do stupid things after a few days. i am awed at how many people picked up your thread. that's great. lets you know you are in the right place. good luck. peace. sway
I did it!
Day three.
I met day three wide awake.
I don't know when I am going to get any sleep.
It will be soon.
You can't live without it.
I know I am not going to die...it just feels like it right now.
I love you guys.
Thank you so much.
Joshua From Oregon
I'm here.
Like I can sleep anyway.
Who am I fooling.
So you are fighting it hard right now.
I am too.
My legs.
I hate feeling like i need to go somewhere.
I kick and kick.
sweat.
cold.
sweat.
I am here for you.
JOshua
hey guys i just got back on i feeln lik sht and kno if wont slp nite its hitn me hard now, talk u all later ill prob b around if anyone up. have good nite all