Grrr

[Icntkickit]

Guess I'm going to be starting over... GRRR makes me SICK,! All this clean time wasted!!! No one to blame but myself :(

[dominosarah]

Dont beat yourself up over this.  Lesson learned.  What are you going to do differently to make sure this doesnt happen again?  Make you the No1 priority and do whatever it takes to stay clean.  You can do this!       sara

[justsaynotodrugs]

     Right, if you want to stay clean bad enough sometimes it takes relapse to show you it only gets worse.   Hang in there for give yourself and it will work out.

[fedup38]

We all are here either for the first time or many times but we have to keep going don't beat ur self up to much we all are here for u wish u luck and God is good remember that he knows we are not perfect I have to be honest I am on day 29 days clean and my back is hurting so bad the voice keeps telling me to go get some pills but like I told my husband that's only the devil tempting me we all have that little voice in our head we have to be strong.

[Icntkickit]

I just can't believe I took 1 much less 150!! Thank God I have HIM and all of you! The only thing that got me threw last time was work! I knew I had to go and for some reason it made my days better. BUT with that said this weekend coming up is our inventory :( it is a HARD LABOR weekend? 10 to 15 hours a day. Please pray I make it this time! Thanks for all the support and it's great to be back, just wish it were under better circumstances :)

[Innerstrength67]

It's not what you did, which is in the past, it's what you do from this moment on. All we have is the now. Your clean time is not wasted because you gained inner strength.
Addicts often have to bang their heads against the wall over and over before we realize, WIW this hurts, no more.

[all_alone1]

Hey life throws us curves all the time......don't be to down on yourself it will be alright. Just jump back on the wagon and hold your head high like nothing ever happen. We are here to support, you'll do fine.

[CATUF]

Clean time is never wasted, nor is it erased by a relapse . . . .

A relapse can be a huge waste.  Or, it can be the best thing that ever happened.  

My last relapse could be said to have been "bad." It came quickly on the heels of my return from a very good rehab, it was a five-month-non-stop binge that literally almost killed me, it destroyed me financially, it put "my secret" out in a very public way, on and on and on . . . as far as I could see when the dust settled, I had truly destroyed everything and emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually, I was absolutely bankrupt.

I didn't know it at the time, but that was the perfect point for me to begin recovery

CATUF
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[donewitis]

Nothing is wasted..especially not your clean time. You know how to do it..one moment at a time.Life's a journey not a destination.
Good wishes and God bless you

[ricart70]

Hey,Don't beat yuoself up.How long was your relapse?What were you taking?You can do it