Hello...

[Bkitty2]

I am not able to access my old account at the moment. I have sent an email and am waiting for a response but I could not stand it any longer & I wanted to come here and tell you all that I am sorry. Please bear with me..I am a little choked up at the moment. This is hard. I want to say that all the prayers were heard ( Ill explain more later about that) and mean so much to me. I cant seem to find the right words to tell you how much that really means to me. I am going to explain in detail the events that preceded my suicide attempt here in the next few days. Maybe then you will understand kinda the frame of mind I was in & just what happened in general. I am so happy to be home! So for now,,Thank you! Each every one of you! I love you!

Bkitty
(((((hugs)))))

[ImDONENoMore]

You will - but given all the people you've helped here, I'm pretty sure we owe you :)

[Bkitty2]

Thank You all! I am feeling all of the comfort you are giving me. I need that and it has helped me. I hope to repay this someday again soon. (((hugs)))

[10356]

I 2nd what ImDoneNoMore wrote. I was looking for the words and there they were !! Getting well feels selfish, it is not it is necessary, go at your pace BKitty as said above and know that you have support at anytime.. I bet your fur babies are so Happy you are home !! I think getting out in Nature is a Great idea, I always feel better in my spirit.. You will get back to where you were but this time it will be what you want for yourself not what everyone else wants.. It is hard for us to do this but it is what we need to do.. I hope you have a good evening..

[toothfairie]

So glad to see you back here girl!!!  You just take time for you...we will be waiting with open arms when you decide to post more....So happy and grateful you are feeling better!!  (((hugs)))  

[ImDONENoMore]

Hi kitty - I know you and I don't talk a lot separately from the forum, but I have kept you in my thoughts and prayers.  I've always seen you as a pretty amazing person, the work you do, the love you have for your family and your furry "kids" (me too!  I love my baby) - and you're finding the help you need and it takes a lot of courage to do that.  I really respect that.

I guess I just wanted to say, don't let yourself feel pressured right now to feel what you think you're supposed to feel, or to do what you think you're supposed to be doing.  Allow yourself to focus on just you for a while.  You're worth it, and you deserve some peace in your life.  And I know you'll get there. :)

[1sorryperson]

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