How bad will my withdrawal be after 2 weeks of heroin use. Ur not shooting up?

[Bananabella]

I started using 2 weeks ago when my 17 yr old niece died suddenly from a bad liver disease 4 hours before her transplant... destroyed us all. I do not shoot up and was using roughly 3 bags a day ... very low grade stuff in my area. Can anyone please help.. I could really use someone to talk to... I had not used for over a year. Very disappointed in myself and today is day one. I refuse to let this get any more out of hand.

[Bananabella]

That's just it tho... the desire isn't there.. I don't want to use. I have money and somewhere to get it yet I stopped on my own .. I last used yesterday about this time. I seriously hate the ****. I don't deal well with my family. Not exactly the closest of family. I used because I thought it would help deal with the situation and tragedy but it of course did not. I used for 12 days in total. I really am asking how sick will I be?

[jifmoc]

Hi, welcome. It's doing it on your own that landed you back in this position. With support, you have people to talk you down from tragedy so you don't ended up using again. If NA makes you feel like using, try AA. But also, you need to give things time. The desire to use leaves, you just need to work the program.

[Bananabella]

No I was not.. I kicked on my own and stayed clean on my own... na meetings make me want to use

[motye51]

Can I ask..........were you in any type of recovery program before you relapsed?