Hydrocodone addict

[ImOverThisBS]

Hello I've been reading the posts for a few weeks in preparation. And I'm now only 24hours off them as I write this. At this point I feel a little restless but I'm confident I can do this with the help of my love. I was reading the posts and crying this morning because I kept hearing my all to private and debilitating secret being told over and over. It's really comforting to know that I'm not alone. So the main difference in my story from the others I've read is the number I take every day. Up until about a year ago I was pretty steady at 15-20 a day. I'm at the point now that I'm not really sure how many but I'm sure I took 30 a day at least on average probably up to 45 or more even. I stopped keeping track, probably because I didn't want to know how badly I was/am treating my body. So I guess I don't have any questions really, just wanted to share and hopefully help someone. Please comment, it would really help me get through this.

I'll take all the help I can get :)

Thanks,
Sean

[Cmr2]

Way to go man. I am a couple days away from my stop date and in scared to death for what is to come. You give me hope that I can do this I was taking a significant amount less than you (about 10, 10 mg a day sometimes more). Keep it up. Just wanted to let you know how great a job your doing

[Ahkh]

Amazing....I missed work today and tomorrow and Sunday I am off. Just let's do it together....I want to be alive and really don't want to become homeless and die one in a trash room. What about you? We will never go again right? I am not for sure and I trust u too...

[ImOverThisBS]

I've been taking a lot of Epsom salt bathes and the restless/jittery body feeling I had the first two days is subsiding. Overall I feel better than I did yesterday

[Ahkh]

Oh Hi, just want to let you know that I am on the same ship with you, we stopped at the same time, but mine was only 10 a day....it is my hour 33rd I took 1/5 100/325.

This my first time looking at forums, I think I found good place..

Ok tell me how it's going.... I got rashes today...I have dyria, plus my mind telling to go and take only one pill. But Nooo Nooo...give me your hand and let's be healthy and normal person, let's safe our lives back.

I did nothing, no vitamins, no any special food nothing.... Just sleep and watching prank shows in YouTube ... Does anything helped you????

Oh my God I have a lot of sleep though, I wish it doesn't change....

Ah

[ariley13]

Ha! I think you're thinking to much. It happens to us all. Try to stay out of your head and just be. (If that is possible.) Try to watch something that will make you laugh, or put on some good music and dance! I always counted starting the next day. So if you took the last of your pills on Tuesday, Wednesday would be day one, Thursday day two, and today day three. So a huge congrats on day 3!!  How are you feeling this evening?

[ImOverThisBS]

72 hours since my FINAL dose!!!!!!