I FEEL SO GUILTY

[stilltrying1965]

We have just had the most horrendous bout of sickness so far.Kim is lying upside down shes got her legs in the air as if shes cycling a bike and waving her arms about Ifeel so guilty she is so hot she is burning Im terrified she starts fitting coz thats happened to me a few times when iv been withdrawing before.What do I do if it happens to her i dont know if i could handle that.I know i could make it better with 1 phone call but im not going to do it oh i wished she would just sleep for a while so she could get some peace.I feel like screaming i want to punch the doors down the walls down anything but most of all id love to punch my EX dealer but id probably get the jail. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

[avisg]

ohhhh boy hun you may want to get her to a doctor .what is she coming off of .when was the last time she ate or drank?Can you take her temperature

[gizzy32]

Have you spoken to 10356 lately. This is heroin w/d and it's gonna be hell, but you gotta hang in there with her. I wish you didn't have to go through this, but this is last time. Keep reminding yourself why your fighting along with her. It's good to see you posting through this.

[stilltrying1965]

thanks avis she is so hot im scared she maybe have a fever fit or something iv tried to cool her down with cool towels and things but she said she cant stand anything touching her skin and she also says everything is so loud she seems to be hearing this louder than usual she says she had this before but not as bad i think she maybe hallucinating as well shes talking to things that arent there i feel bad myself but watching this is worse than anything iv felt up to now im so scared something happens to her i dont know what id do james

[avisg]

I know this is very hard to watch but just be there for her that all you can do if it gets to bad then make sure to get her to a doctor . I will be praying for you both ....
Avis