I just can't see any point in living

[HelpMe305]

I want to die

[lulu747]

And you're not a failure.  Asking for help is brave and the first step to getting better.

[lulu747]

I feel your pain but you have to hold on to whatever you can.  I know how hard it is-and the oxy messes with your brain.  I am on day two of detox and while I am going through hell I feel my mind clearing for the first time in months.  You can get your life back.  You have to have faith and try to stop being so hard on yourself.  I know this ***** and it takes more strength than we sometimes think we have-but you can do it.  If you are seriously feeling suicidal please go to a walk in mental health clinic or pick up the phone and call a help line.  You don't have to be alone in this.  Lot's of support.(:

[HelpMe305]

It's everything, I sometimes feel like I want to quit and trust me when I say that everything in my life is going wrong it is. I don't have a job, no money, when I was detoxing my mom accused me of it all being in my head.  I gave up even though I have only done an oxy 30 every other day. Why can't I just build up the strength to let go? I read everyone's post in here everyday every minute and everyone else is trying. Why am I such a failure. I'm a medical assistant, a few months ago, when I started working, I quit, I loved going to work feeling like myself motivated for life. I didn't want to get high, then I lost my job n literally my world came crashing, I don't have any support. I go to sleep crying hoping god would just take me. It sounds horrible but I haven't killed myself because I beleuve in hell. I don't know where to turn whet to do, I'm lost and alone. I am starting to hate myself. I don't know me anymore or why I can't do this, I seriously want to die.

[paleflower]

Oh sweetheart! Withdrawal has "ups" and "downs" and today it seems to be one of those "down" days. I understand how you're feeling, no one said it would be easy, but I know in my heart you can do this, I know you can!  Our addict minds are constantly playing tricks on us, that little annoying voice in the back of your head, believe me, I know very well what you're feeling. YOU ARE PRECIOUS, YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS. The nightmare will be over soon, believe me. You are NOT alone, we are here to help you, keep posting, other friends in the forum will post soon with words of wisdom and helpful advice. Stay here and keep posting. You are in my prayers, God bless

[dominosarah]

What is going on?  We are here so talk to us.

[ricart70]

Whats wrong?talk to us