Congrats on your 17 days and having a program set up for support.. I can feel through your words the Joy at rejoining with your Spirit. lesa
Way to go!!! Congrats on your clean time...........sara
Congrats on day 17. I was using hydro and oxy for 6 years or so and quit cold turkey at home on vacation. There was no way I could have walked around the block for the first 12 days. I got into church and NA and was clean for about 50 days and an old college friend shows up at my condo for 2 weeks with all the drugs I love and after he leaves I can't stop and make a buy. Another week goes by and I pull my head out of my *** and go all over again. The first 3 days were just like before but day 4 I started feeling like my old self. Point being there is no Superman and no matter how long it's been it will always call your name when you are at your weakest so stay strong my friend and continue with the wonderful aftercare you are doing as I have just started back in NA and admitted I can not do this alone without support of friends(good ones), family, and your God or a higher power to surrender to. I agree when your clean you shine as people who did not know of my addiction told me I seemed sharper and brighter. One guy I've known 8 years said I would stop talking in mid sentence or interupt others. It's great to be clean but it's even greater to stay clean. I am wishing all the luck I can give
keep it up...and congrats on ur clean time