Today is the day. I've had a few of these days but today is the day. I am at a road block and need to change. I can't keep living this way as it is killing me slowly. Day 1. can't wait for day 30. and so on...wish me luck
wow what inspiration to read all this! im 0 but praying to be clean by end of summer.
Hi I'm D, I've been clean from hydros for 37 days!!! I've been counting each day and was excited to hit a month. I just realized I stopped counting before a month and it just whizzed by!
MH has been with me every step of the way!! Congrats everyone and thanks for listening!
302 days I thank God for and the support I get from the MH Peeps Its a we thing not an I thing
hey all im BNB...and for the past 7.5years been on roxy30's for 2to3 years and the past 5+years at a methadone clinic (which im sure you all heard... if not methadone clinics are not the way to go they just prolong whats to come and make it worse IMO.) but in the past few days I have been opening my eyes my mind to what i really have and that is a disease. And with the help of my family and this amazing website im going to beat this not only beat it im going to plant my feet and stand up to it face to face and show myself I can be free. But for today I can say I went from 105mg of liquid methadone to 45mg and am now doing 45mg every other day until I head to detox in a week. Thank you all and keep the faith. *If you continue to do the things you always have done, you will always get what you always have.*
That's awesome! I'm in the same place...got on methadone to pretty much stop my WD from Percs. Been on it now 2 years and just today got down to 3mgs. ( from 130)...nervous, slipped up after wisdom teeth, but still driving ahead. It's great to know I'm not alone in the suck. My husband pretty much is ignoring me now, happy to have you all here for support and inspiration. Hang in there, we will be "clean" soon! Good luck!