Hello and welcome to the forum! Good for you.....making the decision and talking out loud about our abuse and addiction is where it starts!!
Wanted to suggest that you go to the top of this page and find the orange post a question button....start your own thread and talk to us as you go thru this recovery journey. It's a good way to get feedback and share your w/drawal and recovery journey with us~
Welcome aboard :)
Hello, how many people do you know ignore a miracle? I had legitimate back pain when I saw a neurologist for the first time. Many years later, I almost had surgery on my back, but decided to try to get in better shape to help it out. It worked, and I can honestly say that I am almost pain-free. I've been lying to my neurologist for over five years now to get pain pills because I'm addicted to them, but I don't need them. I've been lying to my wife and my kids so I could back up the lie. I've tried to quit on many occasions, and at one point I was able to stay off them for three months. I can honestly say I am one of the most blessed husbands, father, and people I know..... And this has to stop. I've never told anyone about my addiction. But that is about to change. I am going all in God. I always thought if I prayed enough, that Jesus would help me and I wouldn't need them anymore. I'm wrong. And ashamed, that I've never been able to ask for help. I have the most understanding wife ever and I'm going to tell her tonight. I'm a good Christian man and how could I let this happen to myself? I don't want my wife to look at me any different than she ever has. That's just my pride talking. I have read so many posts thanking God for helping them overcome their addictions. God put amazing people in my life to help me through troubled times. This isn't going to be easy, please pray for me
686 days off of all mind altering substances. I stay busy and don't associate with people who are using or drinking unless life deems it absolutely necessary. I run a lot and work out. I also attempt to not lie and I hit the occasional meeting at a treatment center. I try to make sure not to get too obsessed with anything and if it starts to look like trouble or if it is affecting my psyche, I generally make an adjustment.
Thank you very much Evan, for posting this again. I guess you are the new Tomskat. ;) I do hope wherever Tomskat may be, He or She is well. ;))
Congratulations to all of you guys! You are all great people ;)
563 days!! congrats everyone on your clean time and/or in the process of getting clean! my twin grandbabies are over 7 months old now and I'm SO grateful to be alive and clean to watch them grow! life is good! :))
517 days cig free (great job lulu!!! I found this one to be the toughest).
154 days Tramadol free
Coming up on 4mos off Norco.
Soma days are 6mos gone.
Congrats to all!!!