Its a new day!!!

[maxe58]

Morning all....today where i live its rainy and gloomy, but to me its cleansing and peacful....normaly on fri i go for one on one sessions with dr mc evil but just knowing that i dont and i wont have to see him is so freakin awsome....i knw this road i chose to travel many moons ago is going to be rough but now that i have decided to do it with out such a negative "tour guide" i believe i can make it!! yesterday was to say the least my second most difficult day since being sober my first was deciding to GET sober...and with the help of my new medhlp fam i made it through....when i awoke to find all the post and words of care and concern my heart released all of the pain i had been holding...i think i was so lonely that i allowed this dr to do things that i knew was wrong just to "belong" but belonging to his org WAS a relapse waiting to happen..(his words)...my hands are shaking (just woke up)..but boy it kinda feels good....i am human...i am an addict...and will beat this....let the battles of today begin!!! i am ready.....becca..

[SuperRickHenry]

So positive.. I love it.... We are addicts and I'm on day 12... The ups and downs are pretty well gone.  My relapse was me thinking I had control, just like most people but this site helped me too.  Now lets help others... Thats this mornings mission for me... Today's battle is already won.. we got this...  Prayers are up for you and stay UP.... God Bless you,  your friend in recovery RICK

[Elmijack15]

Awesome post!! You've got the right mindset now, keep going... and we're here whenever you need us! Hugs to you!!! Happy that you'te happy now!! :-)

[IwillDoThis]

Becca - my heart is filled with joy for you this morning, your post yesterday got down to my heart and I'm so happy to hear you have a new resolve today.  One day at a time, one moment at a time.

Chucking Dr. Evil to the curb sounds like a great idea - who needs enemies when you have a support system like that berating and making you feel less than a person?

Start the process of finding a new doc to help you and don't stop till you find one who is right for you - they are working for you, they are your caregivers.  We give so much power up to doctors forgetting that we have to advocate for ourselves.  Find a meeting whatever you need to do for support but just know that you won a huge battle yesterday in your war to stay clean and you should be very very proud of that.

BIG HUGS TO YOU!