I am seeing a psychiatrist. I am also seeing a drug counselor and a therapist. When I say everything I mean everything I try I become hooked. I know I have an addictive personality.
addicted to everything? what might everything be? not everyone who is addicted to a drug has an addictive personality...but if by chance you do have an addictive personality, then it may help to see a doctor who deals with those types of things. it's just a thought. i know BP disorder isn't fun. it makes everything, like addcition, more difficult to manage. is the doc you're seeing a family doc or a psychiatric doc?
I havent stopped taking the one prescribed to me now. He found out that I was abusing the xanax because I was trying to have him write bigger scripts. He then sent me to detox due to possible seizures when coming off xanax. I now only take serquel.
Have you discussed with your doctor that you stopped taking your meds?