need energy in ny

[starcat29]

I am 2 weeks with out ocy but,i was taking other stuff to help me get threw a day today is day three with out anything just Tylenol 3 of them in am and 3 in pm it hasn t been easy at all i have no energy each day but i do alot of praying to get threw each day i been on them for 4 years never snorted them just eat them like candy i didn t do it for the high just to get threw the day as i have chrons.I am very scared cause when i get a flare up i know what will happen i will get my pills to stop the pain and i am worried i will get hooked again i just got to keep praying.All i want is energy back anybody have any advice on how to get it back if it will ever come back please help in ny

[starcat29]

PILLS- I destroy homes, tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more costly than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold, and if u need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you, in schools and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit, for my narcotic charms will be worth the pleasure you'll feel in your arms. You'll lie to your mother; you'll steal from your dad When you see their tears, you should feel sad. But you'll forget your morals and how you were raised, I'll be your conscience, I'll teach you my ways. I take kids from parents, and parents from kids, I turn people from God, and separate from friends. I'll take everything from you, your looks and your pride, I'll be with you always, right by your side. You'll give up everything your family, your home, your friends, your money, then you'll be alone. I'll take and take, till you have nothing more to give. When I'm finished with you you'll be lucky to live. If you try me be warned this is no game. If given the chance, I'll drive you insane. I'll ravish your body; I'll control your mind. I'll own you completely; your soul will be mine. The nightmares I'll give you while lying in bed, the voices you'll hear from inside your head, the sweats, the shakes, the visions you'll see; I want you to know, these are all gifts from me, But then it's too late, and you'll know in your heart, that you are mine, and we shall not part. You'll regret that you tried me, they always do, but you came to me, not I to you. You knew this would happen. Many times you were told, but you challenged my power, and chose to be bold. You could have said no, and just walked away, If you could live that day over, now what would you say? I'll be your master; you will be my slave, I'll even go with you, when you go to your grave. Now that you have met me , what will you do? Will you try me or not? Its all up to you. I can bring you more misery than words can tell. Come take my hand, let me lead you to hell..

[starcat29]

I thank you all i really need the courage to get threw this i am determent to get threw this i know i can i know i can is what i say every hour (lol) i have ways of getting pills and i don t know i can go to the doctor and get pain pills or something to help me go threw this but i refuse to cause i don t want another addiction to fight.I just want the old me happy go lucky person back didn t need a pill to get threw a day.I started back 7 years ago taking them cause the first 3 years i would get pain pills and they would sit i would take them her and there to get threw a day cause i lost my daughter 7 years ago this dec 11 and i didn t want to go threw the pain of losing her so i would take a pain pill to get threw a day with losing her well then i started taking them daily maybe over 3 years ago i just keep getting my perks and i went from 80 pills to 100 to 120 then to 180  a month that is i would be out in 3 weeks and i would go nuts calling my doctor asking for more and crying when he gave me more i want off i don t like this feeling of wanting them well last month i prayed and prayed and i feel the lord answered my prayers and had my doctor tell me no more cause i am going threw them so fast then i went to my chrons doctor he said i hate pain pills willn t give them out i will fix your chrons if u promise u will do remecade the right way and i did and i have been out as of nov 16 but like i said i did take other narcotics to help me and i haven t had anything in 3 days.I want some bad not going to lie but i also want to be drug free i have a poem for people i will post i like very much and how true it is sad i can t tell alot of family and friends that it is me i was the one that followed the mean pain pill i am glad to have people like u that have gone threw this or is cause i hate thinking i am all alone thanks all  

[ziffy1]

Hi' Lo,I've passed through a lot  Addictions for a lot of abuse and different substances.So,I know very well how you feel and what you mean when u say I want my energy back.The only answer is Time,give to yourself just time and day after day it came back.just feed your faith for  when u are depressed  .I don't know Tylenol (as I'm italian and probabily they have others names)and don't understand very well of wich substances you're try to get out,but I've used eroin,cocaine(intravenous)and not,abused of antidepressant (even snored when I was jalled),crack.,alchool abuse.Now I'm out(for be onest I still taking metadone)but I want stop even that.Now I'm in terapy for liver treatment .
As I've tryed and be addict of all this different drugs I can just say to you let pass time and you would see all in different light.believe me.And if u believe ,pray or do something that give someting to you,stay with good friends or write in the forum or to me.ok?Good luck and a massive hug.Take care and let me know

[laurel453]

Hi.. yes, it will come back but it might take some time, just don't get discouraged... you can help yourself by exercising ( it will help boosting your endorphines), healthy eating and taking supplements ( vitamins, mineral supplements and amino acids )... Have a look at the health pages ( bottom of the screen ) where you can find the Amino Acid protocol and more articles about diet after quitting opiates and so.... Most of all, keep positive, your attitude is important, the mental battle is tough and you need giving yourself time.... be proactive on your recovery.

[theirmommie72]

hi.  congrats on your clean time.  maybe try some 5 hour energy or maybe green tea to drink.  try airborne tabs.  they are for your immune system but i find they give me a boost of energy.  that and the emergen-c drink tubes too.  they dissolve in water.  also, taking a walk will help as well.  i know you feel too tired to do anything but it will boost your energy to move around.  there is V8 juice too.  all kinds.  because i know i don't eat well.  may as well drink your veggies and fruits.  i have a juicer that i never use.  need to dust it off and use it.  GOOD LUCK!!

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