Quiet

[Bkitty2]

I know I have been really quiet these days. I am working thru a lot things mentally, emotionally, spiritually & physically. I want you all to know that one day I hope to be me again. I am getting all the notes you leave me and messages and I am really sorry if I have not responded. I am not trying to be rude. For you all here are a special part of my life and heart. I come here and linger....sometimes wanting to say something...sometimes cant think of what to say. This place and the amazing people here on this SA forum and Cat forum has saved me...more than you will ever know. I hold each of you dear to my heart. I have a relationship with each and everyone of you and not a day goes by that I don't think of all my friends here. I just feel bad for not being around here as much and not saying much. I love you all very much and when the time is right I will share with you all the things that I am going thru. I posted a journal about that night. I closed it because I am scared for you all to see that. Yesterday was-well Sunday was one month ago. A terrible thing that I did to myself. Im here and if I don't respond quick I am sorry,,I just wanted you all to know I care so much about you and I am so thankful for everything you have done for me. (((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))

Bkitty

[butterbean841]

Hi there, it's good to hear from you. You take all the time you need...you are your No 1 priority right now....we'll be right here waiting for you when you're ready!

Wishing strength , courage and peace of mind.
Jane x

[sweetnsassy75]

Kitty please take ALL the time you need!!!! We all care about ya and will be here whenever you need us!!! Your on the road to recovery and that's all that matters!! ; )

[atthebeach]

You are in my thoughts and prayers. With GOD all things are possible.
You are healing Hun, take it slow,,,,,,everything's gonna be alright...
Much love and hugs,
Debbie

[BelleFemme]

Take all the time you need to heal and reflect. Know you and your family are prayed for always...

Belle

[weaver71]

Thanks for the update. To quote, well, you, give yourself a break. You know that you are your biggest critic. Glad to know you are working through this and making progress. Never stop growing, we will see you soon enough.

[bama88]

I'm soo glad to hear you again... Been thinking and praying for you..take all the time you need. I believe we all need quite time. Inner reflection can do as much as talking. I love you bkitty you were one of the ones to help me when I couldn't help myself....know that your needed and loved.  

[Overwhelmed10]

You take all the time you need to heal yourself Bkitty.  That's what matters most.  ;)

[conhall]

I will continue to pray for you and just take each day at a time !

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen

[VICourageous]

You just do what you have to do to get better. I know you do not feel well right now.This makes it hard to come on. But you just know that you are in our prayers around here. We know whats up so take it easy. We will see you back in your time.OK Many Prayers still go out to You & Hub and the critters too! Oh I love my Critters. lol
Bless

[deadgamegrrl]

Take all the time you need and don't you dare feel guilty about it! You need to heal (and you will) and you need to be gentle with yourself.
Sending hugs from me and licks from the dogs!

[vicki595]

Try not to feel bad or guilty about not being here or answering messages. I'm sure no one expects you to all of a sudden feel great!

It's just wonderful that we can be in touch with you and YOU know we'll be here for you whenever you want.

[kyle505]

I was thinking about you yesterday...My 20 year old daughter is home from college. Somehow she talked me in to going shoe shopping at the mall with her. I hate to shop; I'm not crazy about the mall; and I have no business shopping for women's shoes - BUT - I went. I enjoyed every minute of it. And if it wasn't for you and a few others here on the forum I doubt if that would have happened. You helped me get my life back so now I can be a part of my kid's lives.  
Anyway, take your time and know that you are being thought of, even in the middle of a shopping spree.
K

[meegWpaw]

kittee ... you can take all my notes and stuff and stomp on them and throw them in the trash!!!!  I don't mind.  we just want you to get Better and feel as Good as you can.  this time is for you and not for you to worry about writing back to ppl or anything ... love u!

[dominosarah]

You take all the time you need my friend.  You getting better is what is important.  Sending love and hugs your way~ sara

Kyle, you know what stood out to me the most??  Your daughter ASKED you to go. How great is that!!  It wasnt the shoe shopping that was important to her, it was a day with her daddy~

[kyle505]

You're right. I was overwhelmed; still am. It's like she is trying to make up for lost time. I'll take whatever I can get. Shoes and all...
Thanks,
K

[dominosarah]

You are very richly blessed Kyle~A daughters father is bigger than life.  They are our hero's and to have her dad back in both mind and body is something i cant explain in words.  Maybe the tears running down my cheek explains it the best~

[kyle505]

OK...Stop. You've got me in tears. I hope Bkitty reads this - it may help her understand the things that I couldn't put into words in my initial post and why I owe her, you, and many others so much.
K

[Bkitty2]

I saw it Kyle!!!! I happy for you! Brings me tears!! Love you all very much! Thank You!

[AppleBr]

Kids are wishing a happy weekend for the whole family.
No need to reply, take your time and be fine.Kisses, hugs and bites...

[Bkitty2]

Im still here. I cant seem to find the words to talk to anyone. I lay here..all day and night. Im not getting better. I see the doctor tomm. I don't even know what to say anymore or how I even feel. I don't wish this on anyone.

[WalkTall]

BKitty -

We've never net, but I've followed your struggles, and I have prayed for your comfort.  We are all kindred spirits, in that our lives have been so profoundly impacted by addiction.  When you feel weak, you've got to dig your heels in, and remind yourself that this will pass.  Discomfort, anxiety, cravings .... those are all the sensations of poison leaving your body.  Eventually, they will dwindle, and you (we) will no longer be slaves to pills.  Stay strong, my friend.
  

[weaver71]

All things are possible with God. I feel a miracle coming. Hang in there, I think of you often.

[ricart70]

I am so sorry Kitty . I hope that you start feeling better soon. Thinking of you

[waterLilly7]

Hey GF, you take all the time you need, we will be here when you re ready. Sometimes we have to back off for  awhile, then come back.

thinking of you and hugging you now (using pillow)

Lily