So disappointed

[thewaz]

For those of you following me - thewaz -  you have guided me through the beginning of my new life.  I seriously could not have gotten this far without you.  I woke this morning 3 1/2 days in feeling like I was over the worst.  Then 2 hours ago I got SLAMMED.  Worst yet.  I will have completely 4 full days at 3 pm today.  I have a major and important project I need to work on today  and I can't think.  Treadmill for only 10 minutes, hot shower, tons of vitamins, eating toast right now (first food since Friday).  But today?  D@MN.  

[thewaz]

Okay..I bow to your knowledge. Downed two Ensures and ate one banana.  Took ANOTHER hot bath and I don't feel like I'm going to die at the moment.  Thanks Vicki!  Actually it was a more powerful hit than any freaking Vicodin.  

much love

[minn66]

You don't have to eat crackers, broth is good, and so are bananas. Eat whatever sounds good to you.

Hugs,

Minn

[vicki595]

The bananas will help that restless feeling and so will the Epsom salt baths. Youll be surprised just how much!

[thewaz]

Ok Minn...I'm not sure crackers are ready for me or the other way around.  the thought of actually chewing something makes me..well YOU KNOW.  However I'm excited it's working for you.  I know I need some nutrition.  Not to mention all these vitamins with no food are causing havoc with my already messed up stomach!

Let's do this together!

[minn66]

Hey, you have to find something positive so hey, at least you are losing weight! I hope you are smiling right now. I am having trouble eating, too, due to anxiety, but together we can do this, okay? Don't lose that positive thinking! I'm eating some crackers, now your turn ;)

Hugs, you can do this!

Minn

[thewaz]

Ensure Boost, chocolate of course, and bananas (I crave that) are on the way. Thanks for pushing me to make this happen. I would have just gotten to it when I felt I could.  I just wish I could stay still for more than 5 freaking minutes to get some rest.

On the upside, this sure is helping me lose that 20 pound goal I have for my class reunion in July ; ).  Sorry..have to find something to laugh at in this dark  hole.

You're great Vicki! mad love xoxoxoxo