Marc I am so sorry you are going through this. I am even sorrier to tell you your going to have to let her go. There is nothing you can do until she makes up her own mind.
We don't know what goes on in the head of herion users other then where are they going to get there next fix.It is all up to her how long it last.
My advise to you is going to sound a bit harsh and I am sorry for that let her go. Be there is she needs you but you can bet it will be on her terms and you will never know how long it will last.
Terry
Welcome to the forum marc. Heres the thing with addicts. Once an addict always an addict. If she does come back she will have to get into some type of rehab. Addiction follows us all thru our life. Right now her first love is Heroin and she will do whatever she needs to do to keep that affair alive. There is nothing you can do for her until she is ready to get help. Dont give her any money right now. Check into alanon for you. They also understand what it is like to be with an addict. I hope she will see the light and get the help she so desperately needs but until then all you can do is take care of you. I know this hurts and i know you want her to come back but you dont want her like this. sara
Hi sweet heart
I am a codeine addict clean now for three weeks and one day. I have a husband and a child. All addicts have to be ready to get clean. There has to be a trigger in there own minds, Addicts can only give up for themselves. And to be honest sweet heart your girl probably wants to be clean, all addicts do. But until she's ready there nothing you can do. Saying do it for me do it for this. She probably really does.want it all, but the addiction is stronger. Addict use people to feed there addiction. I am not saying this to be cruel but I know cos I am one. If you stay with her like her you will be controlled be the drug. I don't mean by taking it , but just the stuff the addict do and go through. You'll only be happy when she is happy and she is only happy when she is high. You need to let go, All addicts need to face the addiction. And sometimes friend and family being there may help the addiction supporting it. I hope she gets gets the help I really do. Here is an old scottish saying wats fir ya ill no go past yi - meaning what is meant to be will be. And maybe one day you both can be together properly with out he third party - the addiction cos nothing is more awkward threes a crowd x x x x x