Did I read you were tapering or c/t?....I'll agree with Ballgame, if at all possible you have got to get into rehab, based upon your situation with the courts. They will look more favorable upon you, if they see you are taking steps to get off this junk... This amount will kill you!!
Your Mom should never call you names, least of all in front of your baby... She does not hate you, she hates most likely, what this has turned you into, and what it has caused you to do....please stay the course, prison is full of people just like us, and so are the cemeteries .... Keeping you and your family in my prayers! GOD Bless you all!
I am praying for and i am so sorry your Mom said that to ur lil girl. Thats just cruel My advice is get past this and get away from your Mom you dont need that especially ur lil one doesnt need that. I am sending a prayer for you.
I was taking about 30-40 10mg norco q day. I told my mom and brother last night and they are taking over. I am moving in with mom as of last night. Going to an out pt in an hour. Couldn't sleep last night at all. My mom hates me. Hates me. My 2 yr old was crying last night and she said so u want to go with your drug addict mother? That hurt. Please pray for me and my mother.
You're looking at a felony...
You're best bet is to get into a treatment program by the time your court date rolls around. Your lawyer can appear for you or inform the court you're in treatment. That way the judge will see it as you being serious about getting off drugs.
You'll be lucky if you get 3-5 years supervised probation, if you successfully complete treatment. And even then you may be looking at 120 days shock treatment in prison.
Good luck.
You should be miserable right now with WD. What where you taking and how much each day?
Not able to go to a detox. Having to work and financially can't afford it