jt wishing you all the best. i can feel your desperation and anxiety throughout your post and the heartbreak. you have been down a very long bumpy road for so many years. My heart goes out to you, it really does. what exactly are you going to ask your doctor about today? a taper? Sub? methadone? a detox program? clonidine/ and benzos? Im not quite sure what yuor appt is for. Please keep us posted. im offering you my hand in support.
Good luck jt! I hope you stick to it this time and listen to your dr. We can't do this alone. It's good to see you back posting again. Please please give this everything you have. You will be yourself again, but you have to stop these damn pills once and for all. Most of us have had to make changes to stay clean, but it's worth it. NOW BE A GOOD BOY, lol. You can do this bud, it's now or never. Good luck:)
What type of work do u do?? I am a nurse so inpatient stuff is a proble cos it is reported to the licensing board....it is doubtful ur job/unless u r in a profession like mine//would find out due to hipppa...big time privacy rules...google HIPPA...now if u r gne for a long time//i would think u would ave to have an explanation...but there r 30 day and less inpatient facilities plus there r daily outpatient facilities so thhe person can work and do the therapy.....have u tried aa or na yet???it is free
thnks, what is a in gouse detox center and wth my job the only way o would be abould to go away to rehab would be if there is any way that my work would have no way of finding out? is that possible to have done that u heard of or know?
You have taken the first step, now you need to come clean with your doctor. can you get in a inhouse detox center? That would be a big help, it is hard to get clean by yourself but c/t is the way most people do it. Read the thomas recipe and amino acid protocol. get gatoraid and bananas. execise when you can, even walking outside for a few minutes. you can do this. I believe in you. there are so many people here that have gone through what you are or are doing it the same time. post and keep posting. we are here to support you not judge you. take care my friend and pm me anytime you need to talk.