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[stilltrying1965]

I understand if know one wants to support me, anymore. I have failed lost my clean time not with heroin iv been  taking cocaine and smoking weed. Now i give up on myself. I dont deserve your time ,,,,,James

[vicki595]

James...This sounds like you're moving out of your home???

Where will you go???

Does Kim want to talk??

V.

[stilltrying1965]

Im going to leave for to make my mind up what to do with my life. You guys at MH have been more than helpful. I just thought i was getting back on track iv been to 6 meetings my councilor my addiction specialistiv done everything to help myself.But when the one important person in my life keeps bringing me down then what chance do i have. Iv tried so hard over the ast few weeks she does not support my recovery so ill leave for a while and try and find out what my life was ment to be like Without Kim by my side whats the pooint of going on ,,,,,James

[stilltrying1965]

My meeting get better each one i feel im turning the corner and seeing the light at the end of a long hard struggle. Thank yo kittycat for your concern it means a lot . Still know book though but i will deffo ask about it ,,,,,James

[kittycat1433]

James what are some ofte thing's you have learned @your meeting's? Did you get a n/a book im not sure ifthe book is the same as fora/a it may be you can learn alot from the book.So have you been staying away from your friend's that are on drug's? Howdid your 4th go?Ok im gunna go just ck on you.

[corey411]

WTG James. The meetings and having friends in recovery WILL save your life. Congrats on your new outlook. Happy 4th....In Scotland????

[vicki595]

Good James!!  The steps WILL save your life...You're going to be okay!!

Happy for you...

Vicki  xo