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[stilltrying1965]

I understand if know one wants to support me, anymore. I have failed lost my clean time not with heroin iv been  taking cocaine and smoking weed. Now i give up on myself. I dont deserve your time ,,,,,James

[10356]

I'm Proud of you James :) I will look forward to the next also !! warm hugs for my Brother.. letakos

[dominosarah]

Way to James!!  Now keep going.....Keep us posted on meeting No.2!!

[jstntime]

Way to go James!!!!

That is a great step you took.  If you continue, you will get clean friends and some that will support your recovery and not those that would harm you and tempt you to use.

The best part is the HOPE.  I'm so happy about the fact you also want to go back!!!!  It's hard to go to the first meeting James and this is testament to you wanting to take care of business.

It was nice to read your update, keep coming back!!!

bob

[vicki595]

Good!!!  Go to another!!    Probably better to go during the day knowing about the problems you and I have both encountered.   I think the "riff-raff" is mostly around at night...it's like that here anyway.

Keep going and get hooked up with a sponsor. I think it will make a world of difference for you AND the family.      I'll always support you James BUT you have to do the work!!
That's what we all do...we work at it every single day!!

V.  xoxo

[stilltrying1965]

Well i took the plunge. I went to my first meeting today na. I just introdced myself and just lisened to what other addicts had to say. I dont feel out of place this time as two are clean of heroin. After the meeting  they told me if it was not for na and making clean friends that they would still be sing. This brings me great hope,,,,,,James PS
I hope this helps me after today i feel like going to another

[friendslittlehelper]

I feel so bad for you, I really hope that you gain the strength to overcome these drugs. You get one life and you should be enjoying it, travel, music, fun, family, pets. live.. love.. laugh... Try again, it's worth it, don't be silly you did not fail.....remember what does not kill us makes us stronger.