Hi and welcome to the forum.. what you are doing is putting yourself through a mind screw.. you are feeding yourself opiates one very dangerous as you do not know the cut our percentage and the other a very powerful opiate that does not get you high.. you are, our will be addicted if you try to stop. to be honest if that crap was around when I was a junkie I would probably be dead. the Heroin may win out in the end.. Then what ? either way you are playing with fire and will get burned. I wish you a Healthy life and Healthy emotions You will not find it with what you are doing thou... take care of yourself for you are the only one that can.. lesa
Are you serious? Just doing the heroin is deadly all by itself.........