5th day...no Oxy

[scaredanddesperate]

Wow, this is a strange morning. (afternoon) I slept failrly welll last night but woke up a 4 am. Got back to sleep for aabout an hour and a half, so its ok, gonna count that a good night. I did get Klonopin to help me sleep beter tonight too. I'm working, in a bit of a for but overall i can deal with this....its not as bad as i thought it would e. THe dfference this time..SUPPORT. My ex has been around since Friday night to do anything I would need to do for the home and kids. Very understanding (he got us the pills in beginning so he kinda blames himself, but i dont) Anyway, its been great to be able tio focus on me. My office is empty this week, only me. This is the best time to have done this asd i'm praying I stay srtong and on course.....

[cathy5841]

good for you...and it really does get better.  it takes time for you to get back to normal...whatever that is lol.....but, keep going you wont regret it...

[scaredanddesperate]

Thank you, and I can see the light in the distance. I've really got my mind right this time i think. I just am doing this. 5 days is ridic for me, seriously. I've only made it this far once and it ws BAD, but i was WAITING on my next fix. This time..no more waiting except to feel better. I really dont feel bad by the way. I'm doing it this time, for real!

[HelpinUtah]

My prayers are with you!!!  So happy for you and proud you've made this decision.  Things will be difficult for a few weeks, but once you get past it it will be so worth it.  I'm on Day 21 and getting better every day!!!  So, remember - it IS WORTH IT!!!  GOOD JOB!!!