i have been takin opiates for the past 3 years...... as bad as 35 tens a day i went thru a detox faciality once and the day i got out i relapsed. i went thru detox again and this time after detox they were sending me upstairs so they took me off the suboxone cold turkey and im feelin pretty bad i relapsed a couple times and took sum pills cuz i felt like ****. when can i feel like my normal self