8 d ays clean and had the crappiest day at work today, and never once thought of wishing to take a perk. God is Great! Thankyou all in this forum. Keep posting,..you all give me so much hope that maybe I can beat this. I read the postd everyy night. Some remind me how far I've come, some give me hope to keep going. Thankyou.....one day at a time.