i'm doin it...CT 12hrs in...

[quinner]

i took my last pill 6:30 pm last nite, just woke up and have to break my usual routines because my mind is just wandering to ONE place and one place only.  I was debating meth/sub and CT last night and i just said screw it and i didn't go out to score anything.  NO MORE.  I,m already feeling bad and i know its just going to get worse...someone help me through this.  I see my doctor at 9 am today, i hope he can RX me the clonodine and valium he promised.  Someone talk me through this please

[DayToTry]

I know you have no energy now and unfortunately the energy and motivation seems to be the last thing to come back.  But .. it does come back.  You just have to keep pushing yourself for awhile.  The thing is, the more you push yourself the better you'll feel.  When I did make myself get up and go out for a walk I always felt so much better!  I have an mp3 player and I live on the very edge of town.  I go out walking on a somewhat country road and sing with the mp3 player and the music and the air and exercise makes me feel so much better.  I think I don't want to get up and go, but once I'm up and out I'm so glad I got up.  You just have to MAKE yourself get up.

Eventually you'll feel better.  The more you do the better you'll feel.

[quinner]

i have to leave for the doctor now, hope its really worth it, i dont fell like going anywhere, i have no energy but i need the meds he promised me.  see you all in an hour or two..

[DayToTry]

Awesome decision!  It may be a rough few days but really no worse than having than the flu and who hasn't been thru that in their life?  You lived thru that right?  Did you read up on the Thomas Recipe?  Its in the bottom right hand of the screen under Most Viewed Health Pages.  It may be good idea to get those items needed to help you make it thru the next few days when you go out to your Dr. appt.  

We'll be here for you.  Keep posting.